InScientopia‎, something about making decisions about one job offer when you are hoping for a different job offer but you have to decide about the first one before knowing about any other possibly-better ones.

The apparent typo in the title is intentional, in case you are wondering. Also, no ducks are involved. I just felt like writing that.

Anyway, the 'break' in the title refers to the fact that I have a rather intense schedule of travel and other professional activities in the nearish future, so blogging and comment moderation will be sporadic. I may need to take a bit of a blog-break until things settle down a bit.

In the meantime, I will leave you with this, which is not a duck:

A reader writes:

Dear Female Science Professor,

Maybe you had this topic before on your Blog but I was wondering if you do alsofrequently receive offers to occupy leading positions "because you are awoman". I am a female science professor at an institution with few femaleprofessors - in fact I think we are far less than 10%. This is a big politicalissue, because our institute may get a cut in the annual budget if thesituation is not improving soon. I received already several offers to become acommittee leader, a department head etc.. I was always asked by males and theywere not hiding the fact that they asked me, because "we" need morewomen in leading positions. I really wished one day I would be asked, becausesomeone thinks I am the best match for this job... I also wonder if it is sometimesa satisfaction for the males to let us women know that we were chosen just tobalance the genders. Honestly, sometimes I start taking it as a discriminationto be asked for these jobs, because it means extra time that I have to spendwith these duties and sometimes it is impossible to step out, because I wouldrisk to imbalance the male-female ratio, which would fall back negatively onour institution. I am not at all a feminist - never was. I was always the girlwho preferred to play with boys as a child and I always saw myself simply forwhat I am - free of gender thoughts. I was never feeling treated diffently,because I am a women. But this new situation is really starting to annoy me.Don't get me wrong, its better to get these jobs offered than to be left out,but I just wished I could think I "earned" them....



Answers/comments:

You very likely have earned these opportunities, but it is common to feel otherwise. I have discussed this topic before in the blog, but it's one of those topics that never goes away because many of us experience this situation throughout our careers* and have mixed feelings about it, as expressed well in the e-mail above. This is a situation that would presumably go away if there were more women in our fields.

One reason the 'we need a woman' situation makes some of us uncomfortable is that we want to be given opportunities based on our expertise and talents, but sometimes this isn't going to happen unless there is a concerted effort to try to include women in certain administrative positions, committees and so on. I have served on many committees that needed a woman (and there weren't many women to ask), resented those cases in which it was made clear to me that my token status made my participation less valuable than those of the men, and been convinced many a time that my presence was important, even if I had to put up with some unpleasant behavior on the part of my so-called peers. It bothers me less in cases in which I am aware that the committee (or whatever) 'needed' a woman, but once there, I am treated with respect, just like everyone else.

Our mixed-feelings can result in the unfair accusation that 'we don't know what we want'; that is, we think women should be represented but we don't want it to be overt that we are asked because we are women. We resent having to do more service than our male peers (and not get credit for it, or even get criticized for it), but we are disturbed when important committees (etc.) are composed entirely of men. What do we want? It's simple: We want to be treated with respect.

Note that being "free of gender thoughts" does not disqualify you from being a feminist. The fact that you think women should be treated in a fair way, based on our qualifications, does in fact make you a feminist. This is a compliment. A feminist is a person who thinks that women should have fair and equal rights and opportunities. If you think that your male peers should be paid more than you for the same job, then OK, you are not a feminist.

*In fact, just a few weeks ago, I received an invitation to serve on the board of the Zombie Research Society. The invitation explained "We are actively looking for qualified women to join the Board." Despite my intense fascination with all things zombie (= sarcasm/lie), I was struck by the 'we are only asking you because you are a woman' line. I was not offended at all, but I noted the up-front statement. Alas, only qualified women are being considered, and I am definitely not qualified for this role because I am more interested in dryer lint than I am in zombies.